I sigh, in a deep and profound manor... obviously

It the return to life I suppose... Gotta head back to life today... to monash... to other people... to responsiblity and stuff...

It's not really a bad thing I guess... but I've been at home for so so long... do I really want to go back...

ARGH!!! NO!!! LOL... I just want to stay at home and play WoW all day long...

I really wanna hit lvl 60... HUNTERS RULE...

so do pallies, priests and mages

but other than that you guys suck... yeah u shammies... and you warlocks... and youwarriors with your charge... stun lock the runner in WSG... argh... hate you... i like druids... except when it's a tauren... then well HORDE SUCK ASS!!!

Ok so sorry for the temporal lapse into the world of warcraft... I'm suffering already from withdrawal... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

My NE HUNTER ROCKS!!! She owns... pwn 2 priests the other day... both shadow... NOOBs...

LoL...

This is a very very random post

This post does not accurately reflect the author's true nature. Or does it?

Anyway... I will be in KL tonight... I expect to be busy moving in 2moro and the day after...

I hope there aren't any tutes next week

Anyways love you lots (readers)

In Christ

Tristan D.

Self loathing, friendships gone amuck... all in a day's work

Angry at myself, why?

I know...
I understand...
I can't bring myself to say it...

That's how it goes... secrets... sigh... fear causes us to keep secrets... to run from the truth. What do we fear? We're afraid our secrets will drive people away from us... to be alone... that is sometimes all it really is... to want someone to hold you, to love you, to need you like you need them, to talk to you, to ask you how your day was, to notice you when no one in the world can see, just longing for that little extra that fill the void within you.


What's my secret?
That is not the question you should ask me... I cannot give you an answer, it would no longer be my secret... now would it?

What am I afraid of?
Ruined friendships, dark future...

Problem is, I am already alone :)


No one's ever asked me how my day was...

In Christ

Tristan D.

Duality, Tempest

I will crush you; my every fiber, my will bears down for the kill,

I will destroy you; your life is not be worth the sand beneath my feet

I will finish you; death is your only solace now

I will feel no remorse; you deserve no further emotion

I hate you; these things you must now suffer

I am this raging fury, a burning inferno,

I am death’s hand, your soul’s devourer,

I am persecution, the whip that bleeds your back,

I am oppression, the weight upon your shoulder,

I am suffocation, tightness you clutch at your chest,

I am reality, I am illusion,

I am night as surely as I am day,

I am a two sided coin of reflected misery, I am duality

In Christ

Tristan D.

old works... holidays, OVER... crap... LOTS of IT!!!

Hey if you're still reading this blog well good on you
i haven't updated this thing since october... MY BAD!!

I've been on vacation, so have some have some of my faculties... and sensebilties. Life is nothing more than meaningless garble at the moment...

I'm consumed by MMORPGs World of Warcraft so rocks... yeah

I'm a lvl 40 hunter night elf... wicked...

Nothings really the same and yet it feels so so so so so so so so stagnant...

I miss the ppl I love... I won't mention names...

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!!!

yeah you with hair and you with a nose and more hair... 2 thumbs... yeah that you

Perhaps there will be more coherent stuff the next time I blog as my mental state nears University state again... Warming up the hyperdrive engines... hopefully I will still have comrades to ride with...

I may be persona non grata this season... such is life...

Mae Gyin, Maxine and Chris... and Nima... and those other ppl whose names are not mention cause my fingers are getting numb (i'm out of touch with the typing thing) looking forward to seeing you guys again...

Kevin we gotta catch up mate...
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What's new... Eric and Syn are going to be stayin in the same apartment as me...
(Even where I stay is no longer the same)

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKK!! lol... Life just stepped up to whole new level... expect many pasta invites... as well as spicy curry invites... I HAVE A STOVE... oh yeah... much cooking of the food will be done... (you guys are paying you do realise that lol)

Anyways if you're reading this... be well and God's bless you...

Title: illusions of love

Love is an illusion,
The bane of man's existence
It makes us weak,

It deceives our hearts,
It clouds our minds,
It shadows our judgment,

But never have I felt so strong, Nor my heart known such truth,
My mind seen so plainly,
And never have I been as sure as I am now,
When I say I love you.

In Christ

Tristan D.