Tempted

I woke up this morning feeling tempted to slip into my old nature... To slip to the old me... other parts of the old me...

I don't want to be that person... So I'm trying to keep my mind focus on the good things in my life... Problem is some good things eventually lead to well... uhm... not so good things... lets just leave it at that. Lord help me.

Anyway, I'm blogging to get it out of my system... I don't want to dwell on it, I want to be free of it...

So not much happened over the weekend... Saturday was the usual, @ church from 4-7pm, sunday up early for more church (I GOT TO PLAY the BASS GUITAR) 3rd time this month... oh yeah...

But I miss the old bass I used to play in KL... it had more boom... haha...

Still church was ok... Our priest mumbled through the sermon... not cool... not cool at all...

In other news there was a party saturday night and well I couldn't be there... I read about it in Charisma's blog... nice to know there was fun somewhere...

Oh self-pity... lol... nah just wondered if anyone noticed if I was not there... I highly doubt it... They looked like they were having real fun... and that is a good thing... I sigh deeply not being able to be there... though I wonder if my presence would have contributed to the fun or detracted from it... what with my ongoing strife with several unnamed people... it's not that I wish for strife in my life... but sometimes there is nothing you can do for certain situation, it's the other party that must take action...

Enough of the other people... haha... I'm going to cut this short because I have a date with wow... oh yeah...

To my confetti friend throw as much as you like... And Chris I'm trying peace instead of chaos...
I'm trying to make sense of everything, today I read something in the bible and the other book that goes with the bible called Our Daily Bread.

It spoke about the two greatest fears that fishermen faced in life, Storms at sea, and absolute calm sea. Now you'd understand the storm part, what about the calm? Well at sea when there is no wind a boat gets stuck, it can't move. And that is how life is, sometimes everything is a roller coaster, it going everywhere and usually always out of your control. However life can sometimes come to a complete stand still and you're going nowhere... There is nothing. However even when we've got to where the storm or stay put... The passage taught me to keep on praying for the Lord to be in my life that he will sustain me for his purpose... And that's all it really takes... trusting that God will work things out for you.

So whether you're like me stuck in a moment while storms rage around you, or having your own peril, look to God, you might be pleasently suprised.
With love,

In Christ

Tristan D.