Alive or a shadow of what life could be...

It is indeed a sad state of affairs I agree that for so long I have kept to only myself. Truly I apologize for my tardiness in not updating this blog. However my mind has not exactly been in the right state of things and well to be honest I have truly not had many deep and profound things stewing in this mind I call home.

The final examinations have come upon us once again. It seems like only a month ago we had just enrolled in university and now we’re ending 3 months of a life we can never have back. 3 months I will never have back, holed up in my room allowing the world to depart further from me; further from humanity.

My departure is inevitable from life and what makes me human, so why do I quicken it? Why do I choose solitude over companionship?

If only I knew.

However I know nothing, and that my friends is an even sadder state of affairs. Haha, though some day when I shut my eyes forever and slumber as all things must do I may in that hour know the purpose of my being.

Better is a day in the court of God then a thousand years in the world.

Charisma, I’m still alive, and I miss hanging out with you so, so much! I know I spoke to you yesterday and I wasn’t my usual self it’s just the exam.

Maxine, I know anti-social is now synonymous with Tristan, but I’m not, I just need to think about where I was going.

With love

In Christ

Tristan D.